Tuesday, February 19, 2013


Hi everyone. I hope you are all doing well.

For the time being I will not be accessing the internet much unless it is to pay a bill, check my bank, etc. 

I was so hoping that I would get more opportunity to blog this Spring, but some unfortunate circumstances have left me wondering what I'm going to do with my life. I've made a few big mistakes and I am having a difficult time facing the consequences of my actions.

I've been neglecting my body and my spirit for so long that I think, in a way, my personality has changed. Sure, I buy nice things for myself (makeup, lolita, and so on) but those were just attempts at "self soothing." I need some time to reflect on the choices I've made and make some hard decisions.

I want to change. Not only for the ones I love, but for myself. I deserve it and so do they.

I still intend to post from time to time, but they will be few and far between... at least for the next 2-3 months.

Thank you, all of my lovely readers and subscribers <3

I hope to be in a better place next time I post.

<3 Aina


  1. I hope you resolve your problems and feel better :)

  2. Beautiful post and very moving :3 wishing the best for you and your loved ones <3 and looking forward to posts that come from time to time ^^

    Although I'm not sure what you're going through I understand we're all going through our own things~ I'm sure beautiful outcomes are on their way <3

  3. I wish you strength so you can overcome your current situation! Looking forward to read then some new posts! =)